Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i just wished i was good enough for you .
the memories have shattered 11:40 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
went with nicole to play pool
arghhh. nv play for very long .
last i played was at karina house last year ?
hahaha . cannot make it . haha
after that took 229 hm .
play play with my bro . he is retarded la .
got 1 video in my phone . super funny .
watched sg idol =) . me n my bro all support different ppl . haha
farhan = the guy who lost mum .
haider = chantell . coz she is hot la . CHEEKOPEK !
me = that guy who slpt under the table . paul twohill i think .
halfway watching . went to tm . watch devinci code !!
woohoo ! i got in ! yippee ! yay ! woooohoo ! hurrayyy ! .
i was dying to watch that show .
nice show ! really nice =)
movie finished at 12 plus . reached hm .
2 plus pom le ! tired you know .
stay tune for more updates XD
the memories have shattered 1:08 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
MORNING !
5.49 sherllie wake me up =)
5.50 manfen wake me up =)
so honoured. =) bathed. cut my nails =( my best friend . sob sob .took bus . in the end didnt see sherllie in the bus . she didnt bring her hp . HOW SMART . met manfen at traffic light . then walked to sch together =). reached sch . Ms chua was late !!! . keep on suaning her ! shiok shiok .
everyone was hungry. suppose to go 7/11 to buy smth to eat . but ms chua went to the canteen and found bread ?! how cheapsake can she get . haha .
boarded the bus . halfway there . we found out we didnt bring ball ?! how dumb . suppose to play netball and no ball ?! hahaha . damn funny . ms chua memory bad . was playing against 5 sch . she couldnt even rmb 1 ?
haiyoooo .
so started warming up . den dono how we got 1 ball . take from someone . haha . played against the five sch .which were dunern , damai , cedar , rivervale and yusof ishak . haha . guess what ! WE WON ALL !! yippeee !!! got into semi . guess what ! WE LOST ALL . haha . everyone was tired i guess. at least we tried our best ! and the many many ijuries from that stupid cedar GS !!! grrr . she go elbow me !! =( pain pain ! now blue black ! grrr !
after the matches . we were dead tired. we went to swisshotel to change into another shirt . so shiok . dry dry . haha . ate mos burger . den i took mrt hm . reached hm bathed . changed and took cab down to orchard.
shopping ! but my legs we aching like shit ! haha . bought 1 skirt from fcuk =)) . nice nice . bro bought 1 shirt from top man or fcuk ? i forgot . but the t.shirt i choose 1 =) . bout 6 plus . headed hm . slpt till 7 . den ate dinner . PIZZAA !!! yum yum .
trying so hard to let you go
the memories have shattered 12:33 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
didnt go sch today !
was really tired after exams
and still have to study
stress ! haha .
so . went out with mum awhile
den met hazel .
met ju n nicole .
long time since we 3 have met up together .
really missed those times .
i dont know what has happened to us !
every1 seems to be changing n drifting apart =(
my heart cant take the pain anymore
the memories have shattered 10:03 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
FUCK LA ! FUCKING PISSED NOW !
bloody hell la !
FUCK YOU LA !
whole day only complain!
get you good results oso complain !
what the fuck do you want la !
i am the way i am . dont try and change the way i am
i like my hair the way it is !
its not your hair ! so just fuck off !
its irritating ! when ever i do smth good
you never appreciate !
you always think you are right !
fucked up life ! all my effort ?! FOR WHAT ?!
dont expect anything from me anymore !
dont even expect me to talk to you !
pissed -
boy , im sry . i tried my best to get what you asked for . but im sry i guess my best wasnt good enough . sry . i'll study harder next term . i promise .
will you come back and carry me home . i miss you . 109 days without you
the memories have shattered 6:34 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
WEEEE !
today planned to meet charm at pp
then thought my bro could send me
so i asked him
he agreed
i wore helmet and everything
was getting on the bike
when his friend called .
asking my bro to meet him
and guess what he did !
went with his friend and never send me !
FREAK HIM MAN
someor i asked charm to rush !
soooo . i had to take bus .
reached pp .
and guess what !?
she took taxi down !
arghhh . im sorry .
who ask you no hp =X
bought nicki's present
and headed to bbq pit
wahh . come already got flour all over la
my god !
i look so AHMA =((((
oh my !
played .
saw fishes in the sea fight for food
(fishes refer to group of friends)
nicki threw food and they tried to catch it ?
haha . fun seeing them fight .
funnyyy.
den . nicki cake !
suprisingly no candles blowing ?
and nicki cut the cake like SHIT LA !
then charm got her revenge !
she threw cake on nicki
thats how it all started !
hahaah
ran around escaping from madness ppl with cakes .
haha .
fun fun .
took group photos ! weee !!
nice nice ! <3
anyways . went to pp to take bus back hm =)
reached hm at 7 plus .
watched tv with family
bathed =)
sch tmr =( i wan holiday !!!
but tmr ART FEST !!
yay !!
i hope will be like last year !
yay . fun fun !!
yay ! i posted 4 days in a row ! woohooo !!
accomplishment =))
hehe .
arghhh ! sat got carnival !
my NAILS ! my BEAUTIFUL nails ! MY NAILS !! NOOOOOO !!!
I DONT WANNA CUT ! I DONT WANNA GO ! PLEASE I DONT WANNA PLAY ! freak la ! CAN I PROMISE NOT TO SCRATCH ANYONE =P
ppl reading this ! PRAY HARD ! i dont wanna play !
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . rmb to pray then i love you =) haha .
the memories have shattered 10:15 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
today . town with charm =)
fun day =D
earings ! shoes ! bags !
SHOPPING !
weeeee ~
im going broke soon .
i want to be 16 !!!
arghhh . i want to watch devinci code !
freak la ! not fair =(((
booohooo ='(
tmr mum pangseh me =(
evil la . suppose to be child dont 1 go out with mother
in the end she pangseh me ! grrr
sld be going to nicki bday in the evening =)
yay . hope to have fun .
feel like reading poems now .
arghh . rmb that time yumita wrote a bio data of me
and said when i was bored i would recite love poems ?
WHAT RUBBISH MAN!?!?!
haha . okay . shall end here . tmr i shall post again =)
it must have been love . but its over now . i love you
the memories have shattered 11:16 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
YAY . im happy today . haha .
in the morning .
mum didnt send me to sch =(
had to take bus . sian leh .
haha . i rather take car la
can wake up later . hehe .
anyways . saw yaya in the bus .
hmm . i thought i'd be late .
but in the end never . hehe .
met manfen at the trafic light .
then we walked to sch together :)
reading period my heart was like beating already la
scared fail alot .
then during reading period went for art fest briefing
after that went up to class
scared la . heart boom boom boom
haha . frist got home econ
home econ i got A1 . yay
second got mother tongue !
freak la .MY PAPER TWO SUCKS LA
26.5/70 ??
that sucks la .
PAPER 1 ? JUST PASS ? freak la .
36/70 .
but my listening got 20/20 . thanks to fazeela :)
and oral got 21/40 ? hahaha
pathetic la
teacher ask questions .
i say i dono .
everything i say dono XD
so overall got 53 .
at least pass .
but its like shit la
third i got geography back .
ohmy . i wanted b3 for geo =(
but only got 61 .
grrr . not fair .
study alot la .
but the highest in class only 65.5 ?
forth got history back
before even seeing my marks .
i already so scared
haha
got 55.5 . okay la .
fifth got back dnt .
haha . nv studied much .
but the paper was not that difficult .
so expected 60 +
hmm .got 61/100 .
sixth got back maths .
was really scared
i knew i would pass . but i wanted an a1 .
my paper 1 got 36/50 .
so i thought got no hope in getting a1 le .
sad =(
den got back paper two .
i got 39/50 !!!!
weeeee . zhun zhun 75 !! wooohooo .
im waiting for my movie treat .
present for charm
and rowena :)
next got back lit .
i thought i did well
coz i wrote alot ?
haha .
but in the end got 47.5/70 .
haha . actually not bad la .
b4 i think
not sure .
still must add project work .
hope can got b3 =)
next got back english .
ohmy .
yumita told me the highest was 40/80 ?
but in the end ms fud told me only 2 failures .
haha .
for paper 1 got 37/60
paper 2 got 47/80
overall plus ca and everything got 60.7 .
haha . b4 ? arghh .she expects at a2 for my SA2 .
lastly got back science .
super scared la .
coz i nv do alot of questions .
hmm . got really low .
53/100 .
like just passed la .
=(
havent gotten back art yet .
hmmm .
today lots of sad things happening . shall not blog about it . =)
YUMITA ;
hmmm. cheer up kay ? dont be sad . it better at least he doesnt need to suffer in pain . you can try to work hard next term =) okay . dont worry. everything will be fine soon =) take care my friend =) whenever you need anything i'll be here =)
the memories have shattered 4:15 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
posting for manfen .
arghh. how am i suppose to post everyday !
not so free la =)
anyway . ytd last paper .
at last la . all my friends holiday
and i am doing home econ paper ?
how pathetic . haha
didnt really study for homeecon .
haha . read through only .
lazy la . who ever chiongs for home econ .
pathetic .
after the paper . walked to macs .
after that walked to manfen house .
den walked BACK to sch for briefing .
walk walk walk .
I WAS LIKE SWEATING LIKE MAD LA.
thanks to someone !
someor the art rm izzit ? forgot wad its called .
on 4th level .
walk up someor .
tired you know . haiyoo .
after that had briefing .
damn scary la .
later we go there den ppl throw rock at us ?
my oh my .
after briefing went toilet change =)))
waited for mum to come take my shoes
and send me n manfen to plaza
to meet them .
while waiting for her .
me n manfen we playing playing in the toilet
hahaha .
mum came . she is devilish . dont wan gimme money =(
hahaha .
met kelly . she was waiting for friends .
so asked her join us while waiting .
poorthing you know . alone .
met them . decided not to watch movie
with joanna . valerie and rachel coz i watch le .
so . me manfen yumita n seowling
went to swensens .
wahh . high class leh .
money fly away =(
after that went walk walk
den manfen had no mood to go sentosa .
so nv go =(
PANGSEH ME!!!!! grrr . (making you guilty)
anyway . reached harbourfront .
haha . seowling wear like tour guide la .XD
so funny .
den reached sentosa . seowling sun tan
me n mita go play play .
den she splash me . i splash her .
abit wet only . den we no clothes mah .
only got sch uni .
no inside you know . haha
but dono why have the urge to get ourselves wet
so i push mita into the sea
hahaha .
funny la .
in the end we both soaking wet ?
hahaha .
we were thinking wad we going to wear inside later
den we went to the shop to buy ....
yea. to wear later
den we play some fountain .
hahaha . damn fun.
after awhile went to seowling disturb her .
we were tired .
so we all slpt .
listening music from my hp
windy .
hear the waves sound
was not crowded .
everything was just PERFECT =)
suddenly i thought .
wad if we nv wake up till the next day .
hahaha . den we all think damn far .
super funny .
MITA LAUGHS LIKE A WITCH !
its like HAIKKK HAIKKK HAIKKK .hahaha
woke up after 45 min .
haha . not so long
i dono why i woke up .
but ya .
after while went to bathe .
den change into sch uni.
after that daming came .
walked around sentosa .
fun fun .
den went to plaza sing again .
ate pizza hut .
SEOWLING IS MAD LA .
order so much la .
my god !
i was like dying la .
eat so much .
hahaha .
pay oso so much !
my money bye bye i tell you
spend more that $50 today
my my .
walk walk agn
den took bus 14 hm with mita =)
today !
morning . maid , mum n dad thought i got sch
forgot tell my maid n dad .
i told my mum . but she nv listen .
still say i nv tell her
evil !haha .
den slp agn la .
den charm sms me .
on her way to my house .
7.12 ?haha
7.30 . she reached my house . or i think earlier .
talk talk .
den she slp .
say 5 min . in the end slp for 1h15 min !
pig man !
after that headed to orchard
everything is like closed la !
it was 11 plus leh .
the shopkeepers are pigs man ! =))
wanted to watch de vinci code !
but nc16 not fair la
tried buying tickets . but failed =(
grrr sld have dressed more mature .
hmmm . after that shop shop walk walk
den very sian
so went to plaza .
the shirt i wanted only got M la .
so big =(
grrr . so sad .
after that went SHOPPING LIKE MAD !
hahaha
bought jacket =)
nice nice .
den mascara ! damn nice ! =)
thank you charm XD
shop shop .
we walked like mad la .
haiyo .
bout 5 charm went to meet xinyi .
i went to centrepoint ot meet my mum
weeee .
SHOPPING AGAIN ?
haha . went for coffee .
talk talk ?
we were talking like friends ?
hahaha .
after that dad came .
went hm =)
hahaha
my father is kind today
i love him !!!
woohooo .
morning i ask him for $10 or $5 he give me $20 ?
hahaha
den afternoon he call me ..
ask me how much money i want for shopping
actually i dont need .
but i say $20 la .
haha . offer money who dont want .
haha . den he was like $100 enough ?
so kind la .
he transfer to my bank account . weeee
=)))
arghhh .freak la. it feels like friday today
dont feel like gonig sch tmr .
but all my result getting back tmr .
arghhh . heart beating fast.
im scared !
i dont wanna fail anything
actually who does .
haha .
anyway . manfen have fun reading this post .
it is meant for you =)
hehe . be honoured =D
the memories have shattered 9:53 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
hais . i really dont know what i did to you .
all i ever did was to love you .
is that so wrong .
im sorry . for whatever i did .
i just wished i could talk to you .
like before.
it hurts being ignored .
the way you look at me .
like i dont exist in the world
like i never meant anything to you before .
im trying so hard to forget you .
but it seems so hard .
100 days have past .
but memories of us still lingering in my heart ,
i still love you .
i miss all those times we talked on the phone .
i miss all those words you said .
i miss the warmth you gave me
i miss the times when you cheered me up when i was down
i miss the times we would fight over who loved each other more
i miss the times you would accompany me when i was bored
boy . i miss you .
maybe we are not meant to be .
maybe not even friends .
at least your happier without me .
i guess thats what matters most .
lost without you
the memories have shattered 10:38 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
yay ! im posting after like dont know how long =)
weee . today had history exam =(
must memorise so much
i forgot alot of answers .
then anyhow how write .
all i the question i write food shortages . haha
hope i still pass .
after history went to staff room find teachers .
then me and manfen walk to steven there .
she wanted to eat goreng pisang
walk there then stall CLOSED !
how smart la
then walked to 7/11 .
she had no choice but to wait for me .
coz she had nth better to do . and she wasted my time ! XD
reached hm . changed -
met charmain on bus and headed to town
long time nv go town .long time nv go out with charm
bout 1 mth ?
so sad la .
whole day study . so sian la
reached cine . first thing went to toilet
before we even reached the toilet
we saw melanie,donna and daphne
melanie asked to join them .
so okay . went with them
took neoprint .
wee . shop shop .
while buying tickets .
charmain : so what time we watch when the MOVIE calls ?
she is like so WEIRD ?
went to heeran .
something happened .
was really angry .
you promised me .but yet ..
you wanna compare a key chain ? HOW BIG IZZIT !?!
compare !
at least not in front of me ?
arghh !
haiya . now you wanna do what . up to you .
not problem anymore .
after that went to cine watch movie .
was still angry . but tried not to be.
watched when a stranger calls .
its nice. but the ending abit the weird la?
dont even know who he is ?
den shop shop agn .
went to fareast .
while walking to fareast .
i saw 1 guy wearing some stupid ugly curtain like denim shorts .
hahahaha . damn funny . we laughed at him from heeran till fareast ?
damn funny .
den got 1 lady . which me mel n charm taught was a guy .
she use her hair and used it as a mustache .
DAMN FUNNY .
someor got the cook the shape .
retarded la .
den saw eunyse
waiting for ...... forgot his name =)
den went to rave
cut daphne bushy hair !
she says her hair look like repunzel ??
its like so bloody short la .
charm oso go cut hair .
yea. im like waiting for every1 cut hair la .
im so kind
while mel n donna are like SHOPPING ?
melanie buy alot of things like !
im like so jealous ! grrr .
her belt . damn nice . wee.
after daphne cut hair .father called .
so she n melanie had to go hm .
donna went with dem
left me n charm .
wait for her cut hair .
den walked to cine bus stop
bought cheese tofu and took 14 hm
went hm with charm
was raining .
so ran fun .
FUN FUN
watched heirloom in my house .
i was dead tired la .
she use my com
den i slp slp .
i woke up at 6 okay
and charm woke up around 11 .
not fair !
grrr .
so bout 12 slpt .
ask her to wake me up when she leaves.
but she nv .
forgot to off my morning alarm .
haha .
5.30 am ? woke up . haha
so early la .
den see my com .
den slp again .
hehe .
today i shall finish my art ! yay !
and study maths !!!
lala .
i want get a1 for maths !
weee .
i want movie TREAT !
yay ! i want sushi treat !
hahahaha .
but i still have to buy chocolate for every exam i pass .
how evil !
okayyy .
off to do art =) -
the memories have shattered 12:05 AM
